I’ve finally realized that I have to lose you to find him. Contently I let myself get stuck in the past; running backwards away from my future. I guess it’s time I face forward and let the future happen. Easier said than done because my heart is playing tug-of-war with itself. I can’t figure out why I’m so stuck on something that hurt me. Maybe I don’t want to figure out why. Maybe it’s best if I erase it from my mind. The thing is that if I erase what happened, I erase you. If I erase you it makes things easier for him, so why not do the obvious?
Ok, in real life, I don’t know why I was stuck on thing or someone that hurt me? I was clearly being stupid! The future is sooo much brighter than the past. What was going on was sooooo wrong on soooo many levels! It’s time that I move forward. I’ve decided that the best thing for me to do it lose you and to find him, so that’s what I’ll do! So you have officially been ERASED!
