Today Jay-Z was on Oprah. I dropped everything I was doing to watch him. He is amazing, in my opinion. He has awesome business sense. When I was younger I said I wanted to work for him, Diddy and Oprah; learn from them, then move on to my own business ventures. Their names on resumes would be one of the best things ever for field that I’m going into. Then again, after Jay, Diddy and Oprah who else is there?!
While I was watching Oprah I tweeted: “Jay-Z isn’t physically attractive, but his drive.passion.knowledge.business sense and swag (I hate that word, but he has it) make him sexy.” I know I’m not the only woman, and maybe man, that feels this way. There is something about that man that makes me smile. This leads into…
Where is my Jay-Z?! lol I’m joking, but I’m half way serious. What I’m trying to say is that I’ve finally learned that it’s not all about looks, they always tend to fade. I want a man who attracts me even after his looks go, if they do. Someone who makes me smile just by looking at me, just by walking into a room. A man who has me at hello every time. A man who knows who he is and doesn’t need anyone and/or thing to define him; not even me. I want to feel chills and butterflies whenever he touches me, I want to see fireworks. 
I want what my grandparents had. Is that possible anymore? Some people say that it is, but I’ve yet to see it. Both of my grandmothers were a mix of “I’m independent, but I need you at the same time”. My paternal grandmother never left my grandfathers side. She would feed my father and his siblings then wait until my grandpa got home from work to eat dinner, no matter how late he got home. My grandparents died seven days apart. My grandma left us first and seven days later, a broken heart took my grandfather. When he passed I asked my parents why he was so selfish? Why didn’t he want to stay here with us? Now I know understand. His love for my grandmother was too strong. It was and still is an endless love. I want that.
Don’t ask my how I went from Jay-Z to endless love! Somehow it connects and makes sense
